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All to often,when we feel we have in fact turned our list of grievances and offenses over to Jesus, we take the whole list back and add to it! We need to resist the urge and cry out to God to help us to surrender! Let us examine ourselves so we will be able to see clearly, then we can change things.I'm leaving my past behind! what troublous times we live in today! I heard that there will be terrible times in the last days! When all is said and done, resulting in wrong choices. Such is the cyclical history of mankind. Human nature is largely made up of vanity, jealousy, lust and greed. Who can understand it? I can't. The work of the flesh and the fruit of the spirit are listed in detail in Galatians 5:19-22 Read them at your leisure, Without God's forgiving, spirit, it seems that, knowingly or unknowingly, most folks make up mental "list" of real or imagined offences, objections, likes, dislikes, and even hatreds. Perceptions rule! Misperceptions color our feelings. And feelings, in turn, effect behavior. That's the way the carnal mind works. When an individual continuously dwells upon, deliberates, and stews over these lists of real or perceived injustices, they become magnified out of all proportion until they finally dominate his or her thoughts. Sleepless nights,worry, distrust, frustration, anger, and retribution are usaully the result Millions of people spend billions of dollars annually on doctors and prescription drugs just because they cannot let go of the past and face a new tomorrow. Going over and over lists of accumulated offences can lead to destructive root of bitterness. It's hard to forgive an alleged offender. But we need to foce ourselves so that we may have a peace of mind of our own. If you forgive man when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. How can we ask God for forgiveness when we don't want to forgive man? We all have a journey ahead. And the goal of our life's journey should be to win the prize. The kingdom of God! Anyone who enters a contest of any sort does so with the goal of winning. In the "game of life" our goal should be the same-to win the prize at the end of the race! Those who run in a marathon race muct sometimes scrifice blood,sweat and tears. But prize- eternal life in the Kingdom of God! So it is well worth it! If we are going to press on to obtain the prize,we're going to have to turn our backs on the past and leave some things behind. Let us throw off everything that hinders us. Think about it. We have been carrying around old baggage because of a past event! The time you spend being depress,is the time could have been smiling and feeling good about yourself. Your breathing right? Be thankful of that!

Hi im redoing my public space .  Things have change a little bit since december.

Well  Im A  35 year old  mom, of a 13 year old daughter.

My name is Jessica.  I suffered a stroke in 08, FEB and it left me speechless.

My daughter thankful and her desire was a dream was for her to see her mom speek again.

Well , im almost there. I till struggle daily but its okay, This is like a blessing im even here.

Her and I moved away when family turned and its been us now. Im writting now because 

when I was down , she picked me up, her had more in dreaming in self than myself.

I hope someone , could understand my heart.

I just NEED Help , She is my ANGEL, in more ways .

But I need to be a angel for her, I try to keep her spirits up in any way I can.

When I Wrote this back IN DECEMBER , I was here in seeking many things .....

And well im Thankful to say  ( Im STILL HERE  ) Thank THE Man Above..

Well, Tomarrow Im FACING my 2 year MARK of My STROKE.  

Im having many many mixed feelings about my life , and  about MYSELF.

I m not going to sit here and say that my life is so much better, I would be lieing

to myslef and everyone around.  

 THE TRUTH IS THAT is THAT IS IM SO LOST  &  CONFUSED & HURT &  I KNOW I can LOVE myslef and can ACCEPT for MYSELF but can someone for me.

Im here NOW to help others out in the world  .

Someone who might need to talk  or need a shoulder.

I have time , and a heart . 

THANKS MUCH,

JESSICA < MISSOURI

I am a mother of 13 and a grandmother of 17 My husband and I have had a hard life but a faithful life we have 3 nephews that were placed with us 6yrs ago and 4 grandchildren placed with us 2 weeks ago. Even though ever day struggles are there we have faith and we get through. Im a very loving person and dont judge any one or anything Very open minded and honest. I Love to talk and enjoy the computor in the evening after all is tucked in for the night. I became disabled on september 11th 2004 My husband and I were hit by a drunk driver going 102 mph was estimated by investigation and witnesses, the passanger and driver were killed on inpact and my husband was thrown out the window of our car and recieved a brain injury and other serious injuries I suffered many injuries also I thank God every day we are still here I cant imagin my children and our grandchildren living there lives without us. Im still in shock that two mothers and fathers are without there sons God rest there souls. Welcome to my world its always been this tough but like I said its faith that gets me through. We are looking for help for christmas this year we will take used items Im not shamed any help is better than nothing at all I swallowed the pride long ago. If theres help you can email me at polson37@charter.net All the help we were seeking say were to late the christmas programs are closed or there list is full for the year even christian churchs. Thank you very much